I suck at internet consistency.
Anyway I just wanted to post that today there was a really cute guy on the train when I was heading to school.
A really cute guy that happens to go to my school.
A really cute guy that I lose sight of once we arrive at the station only to find him suddenly materialize by my side in the same building where I have class.
I was so stunned to see cute guy in the same building and standing - oh so close too me - that I'm paralyzed as I see him get on the elevator I was waiting for.
Cute guy on train sitting across from me.
Cute guy goes to the same college I go to.
Cute guy has class in the same building on campus.
Which tells me one thing...
The universe is such a tease.
I can never catch a break. I'll probably never see him again because I never get to find the same cute guys I'm attracted too twice.
I just needed to get this off my mind and write it out. Spazzing out on a blog always makes me feel better.
I hate being boy crazy like this but honestly it don't happen as often as it seems.
There is a different between hot guys and guys that I find absolutely attractive.
I really want to blog more but I can never find the right time or mood to write which is odd for someone who feels better writing out their thoughts. I could try a diary again (it would be attempt #56 or so) but pen and paper never do it for me.
5/10/13 EDIT: I was totally right. I never saw him again. Why universe why? Also last Friday was crazy but I don't want to write about it yet because I'm still unable to process what happened. Still not sure if what happened was a good thing or a bad thing. :/
There is this girl in my Speech class, she is so nice and well liked, its like she's perfect.
She's confident, intelligent, outspoken, talen
She's everything I'm not. I harbor a great dislike for naturally well liked people or confident people.
Does that make me a hater? I don't outwardly express my dislike for her. Confident people just irritate me.
Augh I'm a terrible person, totally backwards.
My kind of people are the glass half empty kind of people, self deprecating and cynical.
I feel more comfortable with people with flaws. I'm not opposed to being around happy or optimistic personalities but if your super duper perfect I will privately hate you and wish you hell.
Also, she's trying to steal the only friend I have in that class.
You know the guy who I have a crush on but I still don't know if he's gay or not and I don't want to ask him but I suspect he might be gay. I have no gaydar so I don't know. << This doesn't matter.
What matters is that she's trying to steal the only friend I've made in that class and of course she's so much more awesome than I am its only a matter of time before he falls in her clutches and leaves me. I have the worst luck when it comes to making and retaining friends. :(
- Current Mood: bitchy
- Current Music:It's Cold (Feat. Lee Hi) - Epik High
NOTE TO SELF: Never plan to meet up with "enlighten, rainbow" hippie. They don't believe in planning or remembering about a plan or about meeting an old friend.
He They are all about love, peace, traveling, and not keeping to their word.
Fuck him and his all of his whores in different area codes.
- Current Mood: angry
So the guy I like hugged me on Thursday. I post about now because I'm still in shock.
Why am I so happy about this? I really shouldn't since he's just a friend.
I met him in class a few weeks ago. I have a new friend in college. yay.
Because I'm an idiot I immediately have a crush on him. nay?
He's a new friend from college who I don't know if he's gay or not although I get gay vibes from him, I don't have gaydar so...
My life is a mess, of course it is, it wouldn't be my life it it didn't include me having an unrequited crush.
- Current Mood: thoughtful
- Current Music:Come Back Down - Lifehouse
I don’t really want to like him in that way. I just want to be friends with him.
He’s sweet, funny and very handsome. In other words, he’s too good to be true.
My life is so stupid right now. I can’t even.
- Current Mood: crushed
I'm content with my name now. I like Allison and during the years I've had so many nick names given to me like Ally, Lissy and (my favorite) Alice. But when I was younger wanted to be a Lola or Sarah. I have always had a thing for names starting with the letter S. Selene, Sabrina, Silvana, Sakura, Silvia, Sofia, Serena, Schuyler, Samantha, Summer, Susan, Suzie, Scarlett... I can go on forever.
- Current Mood: nostalgic
- Current Mood: awake
- Current Mood: blank
Please Spread the word.
These awesome people at www.pokemon4life.co.uk are currently playing Pokemon Red Live at USTREAM.
They will be playing Pokemon games non stop until Friday for Japan aid relief at the British Red Cross.
If you can donate please do. I've been watching the live feed since Monday 5:00 pm EST.
Its entertaining, hilarious, and its all for a good cause. If ever liked Pokemon. This is for you.
If you ever liked the Pokemon games or show, then this is for you.
Please help these guys they are awesome. Again spread the word.
Thank you for your time.
Facebook page: Pokemon4Japan
- Current Mood: awake
I don't know. I would save it but the temptation is too big I would splurge on many things. Clothing, Ipod, books, necklaces, clothing, music, laptop, clothing and electronics. Did I mention clothing? I never get to spend to much on clothing. :(
- Current Mood: amused
- Current Music:Questions and Panthers - One For The Team